I was thinking what else to tell you about me, something, that you don't know yet, something that you could not read anywhere.I realised, that I never explained, not even in my INTERVIEW why I ever started with adult business,why I became a porn star.
Everybody thinks it was for money. But that was not the reason. At that time I worked as topless dancer and now and then I had some well paid photo-shoots, so money was not an itching issue for me.
It was because of love, well, more like a broken heart. After a few months of the sweetest love story anyone can wish for, after a few months of being in love head over heels, my boyfriend left me. No explanation, just left and I was lonely with my broken heart and confused head.Soon I found out that he left me for another girl, someone he was seeing during our relationship. I was shattered and I thought I was about to die. But I guess, everyone felt like that at least once in their life.I was without sex for almost 2 months, but I have to say that already after one week I was starting to be nervous.
When I started to feel completely desperate, I asked my friend to help me to scratch the itch...it was weird and uncomfortable, and he was not able to perform...
And then, just a few days after the fiasco, during one photo-shoot I got an offer to try to work on my first porn movie. I knew that it will be a quality sex with a professional and if he would not have any problem to perform that he would get help in the form of a little blue pill. I had nothing to lose.So I tried it. And despite my first nervousness I really enjoyed it and I stayed in business for nearly 4 great years!